Where the frick have I been?

I have been every. fucking. where. Aka Mom and I did the drive to Missouri a few days ago (maybe a week or so now?) and lemme tell you some fuuuuuuucking bullshit.

First our truck from uHaul is an hour away. Big fucking whoop, costs less than the nearby ones and is guaranteed. Then the truck is too small for all our shit, so the rest of our shit, mostly my shit, is still in illinois. Fucking shit, I just barely managed to get the shit I ABSOLUTELY needed in there. And even then the shit i still need is still back there. (Moms going back there with my cousin next month for the rest of the shit).

Then the drive to Missouri wasnt so bad. Pretty sights, steep fucking hills, almost drove off down one of the mountain/hills (I'll save that fucking story for another day), got lost looking for a certain part of Rolla, MO, and finally made our way to springfield. We get to my Uncle and sort of Aunts house in Billings. And I have no phone service or internet. And my allergies go haywire. To the point where my chest is hurting and my head is hurting every time I fucking cough (which is every fucking 2 minutes or 4 words I say) and I'm dizzy and can't breathe. It fucking sucks. If I don't get better to where I don't have to fucking do charades to talk to everyone, and I dont have to use my inhaler twice a day, mom says a trip to ther hospital is on order.

Then we found out some shit regarding the bitchy aunt. oooooh boy, fuck her. mom and i paid for EVERYTHING while we were there, and when the check came, we gave her even MORE money, yet she was gunna kick us out after 2 days of staying there. We also DEEP cleaned her ENTIRE home, took care of the kids, every fucking thing. And this is the same aunt who told us to move out here.

If I go to the hospital, im sending her live texts and pictures. And at Christmas, im reminding her that her telling us to move here is almost putting me in the hospital and is making hell for everyone. If i sleep, my breathing goes to shit that everyone stays up because I sound like im FUCKING DYING. Which is feel like that, im holding onto walls and shit just to move long distance. I'm fucking scared, my allergies were worse than this when i was kid, but my breathing never got this bad. 

So now we have an apartment for us, hopefully on the first. I get the master bedroom and bath (yay) and lets hope I get hired very quickly. We bought a desk and its real wood (and from pier one, we got it used REALLY cheap and its in REALLY condition) and lets hope all goes well.

Btw, im also gunna be pushing commissions and pkmnation clutches more. cuz you know, i now have bills i need to pay and if i can t find work/get enough hours, then yeah, it's needed. Im doing the math and if all works out, we should have enough every month to get by if other things work out too. 

so anyway

how have ya'll been

my gay ass is in the bible belt and my allergies are literally about to put me in the hospital.